Trying this out!

Thought I would try this out. Lets see how many people pay attention to me here. I don't get good responses to share or myspace. Much better in myspace I have to add. I can put more here and use this for a venting machine. I will try to use this as a daily blog. Just still trying to figure out how I am "really" dealing with my moms illness. With the holidays coming and Charlie's 2nd year Angel Birthday coming Its going to be a hard year. Sometimes I just want to scream in my head. I find myself yelling at the kids and being very moody at Joe. I think its all taking a toll on me. I hope this will be helpful.